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Reality Check [28 Sep 2003|07:32pm] [i'm giving up this role, if anyone wants it, let me know, if not i'm deleteint it in a few days.] 3 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [16 Sep 2003|03:45pm] I had a nightmare last night... He left me. And the band fell apart. And whats scary about that was it doesnt seem all that far from the truth either. I don't know anyone else's feelings, but my own.. I feel like the band if tearing at the seams. Dan has become a hid away, and incredibly anti-social to anyone that isn't Dave..Buddy isn't around a lot. Dave is too busy with Dan, Garret..and me...He just sit around... Whats happening to us...? whitest looking dove

Reality Check [12 Sep 2003|05:13pm] Happy one month Garrett. I love you more than you will ever know.. I'm making sure that tonight will be perfect for us, nothing will fuck it up. 2 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [11 Sep 2003|09:34pm] True friends stab you in the front keep you from getting what you want when one more fix could kill you they help you realize that you're more and less than you first had believed you've so much to give and there's so much you need shortcuts through graveyards and a brand new way to breathe three thousand miles just to learn, all that's gold does not all shine... and helping words aren't always kind, when one more kiss could kill you, they help you realize that you're more and less than you first had believed you've so much to give and there's so much you need shortcuts through graveyards and a brand new way to breathe three thousand miles just to learn. how to let my guard down accept the fire that has spread among us. and if you're feeling all right, you've got to play it again, you've got to play it again. 1 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [05 Sep 2003|10:53pm] so...garrett is back....he came home the other day. We talked things out...and... I have my baby back :-). Yes, that is right, Garrett is all mine again, and I plan to keep it that way for a very long time. :-* Love you baby.. 3 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [01 Sep 2003|03:36am] [ mood | scared ] I... can't even fucking think right now. I am so sorry. Everything I said, I take back. Every single word. People make mistakes, it happens, life goes on. Im sorry for not listening to you when you were saying sorry. I know you love me, and I love you more then anything...and I never ever want anything to happen to you. I'm sorry what I said in the park. I was pissed, and upset, and...just everything that piled up from the other night letting loose and exploding. I should have never walked away from you, I should have never ever said what I said. Cause maybe if I didn't you wouldn't be laying that god damned hospital bed right now. You'd be fine, and back on the bus with me and the guys, and everything would be just..fine. We both made our mistakes, but mine was just...god it was fucking stupid of me. I am so sorry Garrett. I'm not leaving your side until you are awake. I don't care how long it takes... 4 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [31 Aug 2003|12:36am] [ mood | crushed ] fuck you.... How could you? Out of everything that you could have done...you just had to fucking kiss some random chick? What, you didn't think I would see you?! Come on....it does not take a fucking genious to figure that one out. You are really fucking...stupid, you know that? Do you even have any fucking idea how bad that hurt? You probably could have ripped my heart out of my chest and wringed it out, and it wouldn't compare. I believed it when you said you loved me, but I guess it goes to show you how fucking gullible I can be, huh? But...at least know one thing alright, I never lied when I said that I loved you.... 8 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [29 Aug 2003|11:06pm] [ mood | bored ] I... cant take this. I am way too bored. I am so bored that I am updating. Shouldn't that be a big sign of how bored I am? There is NOTHING to do on this damn bus. Everyone is out and doing something...and here I am, sitting here, all alone, and typing this damn post. How lame am I?! And I'm even listening to my own band's CD. God I'm a winner. So...we played Portland Oragon tonight. What the hell is there to do in friggin Portland Oragon? Nothing! Yes that is correct folks, nothing at all. And plus...my band members, even my own boyfriend all left me here alone. Im not wanted. please tell me im not wanted I've updated too many times tonight. Once before, and now. Thats two times. Two times too many! I think I set a new record for me updating. More then one update a night, should just never happen. Ever. But I think I'm making an exception for tonight, cause I am so fucking bored. Someone save me. I think...Im just going to go take a walk by myself or something. Wander around Portland for something to do. I wonder if theres any good bars in Portland. Guess I'll find out... 2 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [29 Aug 2003|10:28pm] life blows when you're by yourself. life blows even more when you can't find your boyfriend :'( 2 whitest looking dove

Reality Check [24 Aug 2003|05:45pm] [ mood | content ] I tend to suck a lot at remembering to update this thing. But it obiviously doesn't matter cause I happen to be invisable to some people! *cough cough davexmiller* But I'll update for the people that do happen to notice me. Not that I have anything to say to make this update interesting. But isn't it the fact alone that I made the attempt to update that counts? Hmm.. Well, I would just like to say that...I love my boyfriend. :-D He's the greatest. And I think thats a good update for now. 2 whitest looking dove

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